​”A tiny drop of black ink” 


My Favorite fantasies turned into my dark secrets. My favorite people became those I wanna hide from. Those which have given me my ugliest scars. I look at them and it makes me question if they are the same or if the universe has flip changed for me because anyone who I love ends me up hating them and myself too. People change and their love disappears as though time is the only thing that matters and as though people are hallways of museums, only meant to be strolled in and to be visited. It has hit me once and the prevalent hurt seems to have seeped deep in my bones like a poisonous chemical which is continuously cracking them down to keep me away from trusting anyone anymore. It has killed all the blooming flowers of love from my heart and fetched away the glorious memoir of pleasant moments…

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Let Me Be Mad 

O incomparable Giver of life, cut reason loose at last!

Let it wander grey-eyed from vanity to vanity.
Shatter open my skull, pour in it the wine of madness!
Let me be mad, as You; mad with You, with us.
Beyond the sanity of fools is a burning desert
Where Your sun is whirling in every atom:
Beloved, drag me there, let me roast in Perfection!



 If you hold me tight, I might die.
Trust me and let me fly.
Give me just one chance by letting me fly.
You are afraid of thunder and I am afraid of not-to-fly.
Don’t trap me in a cage, I have wings to fly.
I have no map but trust me I will come back to you only.
My wings are blessings, I want to fly.
If you love me, let me fly.
The sky is clear, my peeps are calling me, hope you understand, please! Let me fly.
I too have a heart, secretly wishes to fly; my only dream is to fly.



~The first time you met, you felt like you’ve known that person for a Lifetime even with a glance. 
~You just feel it so right & you feel every old wounds just heal by itself.
~There is this connection that wired you both, like in a circle which doesn’t have an end.
~You walk around the weirdest place and there is still a smile left in your face.